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Hello. I am a 43 year old mother grand mother with a grand son on the way. Exciting for me. OK, I know, you wanna know more about me. I am very laid back easy going. I am totally honest to a fault. I am also faithful. loving kind. I expect this is the guy that I choose. I am looking for that one guy to prove to me that not all guys are the same. Because I know you aren't but yet somehow I keep attracting all the bad ones. Please, if you are married, engaged or have a girlfriend, DO NOT reply to my post. I have been cheated on will NOT do that to someone else. I love the outdoors when it is not TOO hot. And if it is too hot then a dip in the pool or a creek would be great. I am terrified of snakes. I mean seriously. I can not even look at one on TV. I don't know what caused this phobia, but it is there. I do live alone sometimes I like it sometimes I don't. Please if you reply to my post, PLEASE have a photo included. Also, I am big into going to the gym to workout. Right now I have been concentrating on my abdomen. Hard stuff. But, I have already went from a size 24 jeans down to a size 8 in just maybe 6 months. And I am only 5'1" I can buy some of my clothes in the Juniors section. Also, and this is very important to me, I do go to church every Sunday. I am Baptist. So, I would love to meet a christian man. We have a huge gym at my church which I make Friday Harbor WA use out of as much as I can. I also volunteer there when needed. My cousin works at the church so she is always helping me find something to do there. See, I live off SSI. And this is where my honesty comes in usually scares guys away. But, it shouldn't if you will just read it all. I was diagnosed as having Manic BiPolar. It took many years but I am finally on the right meds have it under control. I have a great Dr. If I think you are the one I will take you to the DR with me you can even hear our sonversation hear for yourself that I am ok. I have nothing to hide. Now, I know that the thing to do on here when you meet someone you want to maybe meet is to add them to your . That part always makes me nervous. I have added deleted so many men off there. And what gets them deleted? They disrespect me. When IF I turn my cam on for you. I WILL be fully clothed those clothes will stay on. I know that some men ask about a cam to see that they are not talking to a bot. And I understand that. But, you must understand that I will never do anything on my cam that I wouldn't do in front of my parents. I don't believe in that. THE ZOO! I so want to go to the zoo. I haven't been in years and I want to go again. That would be my idea 1st date. Yes, I am still just a kid at heart. So, I think this is long enough. If you think we would make a good match. and have Friday Harbor WA a photo, then drop me a line. Let's talk. Thanks for reading this I hope to hear from you soon. Pam